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I Saw What You Did
03:51
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Settle into your shame
Let it overflow and imbue you
I think you need to feel it a little more
And I am not what you need
You were only in love with my absence
And I would do it again for the feeling
But I can't escape you
And all I've got is a gut reaction
to something like your silhouette
We are on the mend
Slowly turning to ghosts in the corner
And I will do it again, I will bring you down
And I've forgotten to think
Mixed rational thought with emotion
And I will do it again, I will bring you down
But I can't escape you
And all I've got is a gut reaction
to something like your silhouette
And you can't
Take it away from me
I feel it close now
As you're leaving
I'll settle into my shame
Let it overflow and imbue me
I think I need to feel it a little more
But I can't escape you
And all I've got is a gut reaction
to something like your silhouette
And you can't
Take it away from me
I feel it close now
Got it from something like your silhouette
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2. |
Drawing Out the Hurt
03:06
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Crawling to your cross
Drawing out the hurt
You’ve got your high beams in my rearview
And you’re running me off the road
Hit me like you mean it
Softer than before
And it’s alright, it’s alright
I’m just getting in the way
Am I trying too hard?
When I don’t know what to think?
Soft endorphins, wash over me
And rinse the pain away
Hit me like you mean it
Softer than before
And it’s alright, it’s alright
I’m just getting in the way
Hit me like you mean it
Softer than before
And it’s alright, it’s alright
I’m just getting in the way
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3. |
Hemlock
02:41
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I'm falling out of time
With my own mind
I'm getting really good
At Pushing you away
Does it feel like I'm missing
Does it feel like I died
I know that you blame yourself
Couldn't get me to stay
And I wanna be far away from here
And I wanna be far away
Peeking out of my bed frame
Just to pass the time
I'm getting really good at
Pushing you away
You all look like a stranger
In a bleeding line
Crying out for Jesus
to help you stay alive
And I wanna be far away from here
And I wanna be far away
And I wanna be far away from here
And I wanna be far away
"'cause I said so"
Don't fight it
You don't have to
It feels like I'm dying
And I wanna be far away from here
And I wanna be far away
And I wanna be far away from here
And I wanna be far away
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4. |
Broca
01:57
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Please don't shoot me with your gun
I'm just trying to break the silence
Please don't shoot me with your gun
I'm just trying to understand
Maybe if I could remember
It wouldn't be so
Maybe if I could remember
It wouldn't be so
It wouldn't be so
It wouldn't be so
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5. |
Sleepwalk Dance
02:41
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Slowing down
My lungs are water
Follow your phantoms
As I join you in your sleepwalk dance
Let's take
Another breath
We held close
And I'm just tripping on your innocence
Ooo
Taking all my pride
Ooo
I'm not enough, don't take it
With my eyes closed
And the taste of smoke
I'm just slipping into nothingness
With my hands
Being cut off
I felt a lot of love
And I'm just tripping on your innocence
Ooo
Taking all my pride
Ooo
I'm not enough, don't take it
Ooo
Ooo
Ooo
Ooo
Ooo
Taking all my pride
Ooo
I'm not enough, don't take it
Ooo
Ooo
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6. |
Wintersun
04:48
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Blood on my thumb
Iron in mouth
These selfish hands
Need to shut their fucking mouths
They'd let the sun
Keep him warm
In the snow outside
Behind my house
Sleepless mind
Empty eyes
Lay next to you
All goddamn night
You've got a hold on the strings
That tug my heart
Pull them hard
Pull me apart
And I'm sick with anxiety
Making peace with my head
And I'm sick with anxiety
Making peace with my head
And this time
You tell me, tell me I've already won
But I still feel like there's a fight going on
And I'm getting better while you're asleep
But there's still some thoughts that won't leave me alone
Maybe someday I'll be cured of this
But till then I'm seeing ghosts in the corners of the room
Maybe someday I'll be cured of this
But till then I'll still feel like I'm not good enough for you
I'm not good enough for you
Maybe someday I'll be cured of this
But till then I'm seeing ghosts in the corners of the room
Maybe someday I'll be cured of this
But till then I'll still feel like I'm not good enough for you
I'm not good enough for you
For you
For you
For you
For you
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7. |
Constant Nausea
03:45
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Cut me open
Feel me crumble at your knife
I feel nothing all the time
But I want to scream
This is an ode to all my feelings
All my friends know 'cause it killed them
Yeah
Yeah
On and on and on and on
All this constant nausea eating my insides
And I'm hiding
From all my friends inside my head
I think I'll stay at home instead
And I want to scream
This is an ode to all my healing
A reminder that I'm sinking
Yeah
Yeah
On and on and on and on
All this constant nausea eating my insides
And if I never saw your face again
That'd be okay with me
I've got this anger deep inside of me
And I can't get no relief
And nothing feels worth keeping
It's just part of the disease
And I can't take
All your bullshit
And I know that you hate it
That I can't get it straight
And you know that I hate it
That I can't keep it straight
Yeah
Yeah
On and on and on and on
All this constant nausea eating my insides
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The Standby Erie, Pennsylvania
Jordan Sigmund - Guitar/Vocals
Lyle Sallade - Bass/Vocals
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